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The desperation ends today!
The story begins in late August 2007, when I started to feel the problem with the gearbox of my Perdana V6. Damn! The car is really good! I’ve changed a lot of things, the alfa bumper, the sporty tail-lights, HID + skyline’s projector + bmw’s angel eyes, arghh….  gila lah!!!!
Di sini bermulalah kisah kawan2 dan family yang mula meracun fikiran aku utk tukar kereta…  aku pun mulalah mencari-cari keta apa aku nak angkat eh….  sekali tu Iblys bagi cadangan kat aku… lancer baru!! Mitsubishi Lancer 2.0GT.

[ni la dia Mitsubishi Lancer 2.0GT yang diperkatakan tu]
Pergh… mmg aku suka nih!!! Taste aku nih!!!
Ditambah dengan budak-budak shift aku especially Koosh ngan Syirman yang siap teman aku pegi test drive, akhirnya aku pun booking la keta nih. Gila lah!!! Syok wooo……  aku booking tu pada 2 September 2007. Sales Agent (SA) tu cakap mungkin dapat dalam tahun ni tapi bagi aa sikit masa utk delay dalam sebulan dua, so maybe bulan Feb 2008 dapat la tu.
Aku pun jual la Perdana v6 aku tu, pastu angkat myvi baru, kaler Mistik Red beb nak bagi match dengan my new lancer tuuu….. phewwitttt!!! 3 hari sebelum raya aku pun dapatlah kereta myvi aku.

    Penantian itu suatu penyiksaan, believe me guys!! Rasa macam nak pegi Jepun amik sendiri keta aku tuh! Dan akhirnya, Pada bulan Dec 2007, Penantian ini akhirnya …. meruncing!! bukannya terhenti… ada ke patut… aku dapat surat dari Mitsubishi… dorang boleh cakap mungkin aku kena tunggu lebey kurang 6 ke 12 bulan lagi. pfffffftttt!!!! damn!!

Macam-macam bermain kat fikiran aku, tapi yang pasti aku makin memerlukan kereta satu agi nih, mana tahan dowh tunggu 12 bulan. iskk….  aku pun mulalah mencarik keta lain .. pelan-pelan …. believe it or not, aku hampir2 nak angkat bmw 525i (A) tuu…. 
ada la kawan aku tu nak jual keta dia ….. dia cuma suruh aku sambung bayar jerk … pastu dia bagi aku wat balik keta tu.
Isk … mmg la best keta nih … serious wa cakap lu! Walaupun aku tak test utk long distance tapi aku dpt rasa laa….  mmg best gila!
Tapi fikir2 balik, aku tak sepatutnya pakai bmw sekarang ni … 5 series plak tuh….  not now OK!! be patience…
Perasaan aku bercampur-baur masa nih, nak tunggu lancer ke …. Honda Civic 2.0 baru pun OK gak …. Tapi, akhirnya.. tanggal 6 January 2008. Aku telah pun mengambil Toyota Altezza RS200 Z-edition sebagai teman baru aku!!! yahooooo!!!

Since yesterday I felt disturbed.
My mind.. my body … not in a state to work.

I seldom feel like this, the feeling that ppl disrespect you by not appreciating your concern for their own good. And trying to prove that you’re just doing it for your own good. This is the same feeling like the feeling poured in the song ‘fade to black’

Here’s the song… Can you feel it?

Life it seems, will fade away

Drifting further every day
Getting lost within myself
Nothing matters no one else
I have lost the will to live
Simply nothing more to give
There is nothing more for me
Need the end to set me free

Things are not what they used to be
Missing one inside of me
Deathly lost, this cant be real
Cannot stand this hell I feel
Emptiness is filling me
To the point of agony
Growing darkness taking dawn
I was me, but now hes gone

No one but me can save myself, but its too late
Now I cant think, think why I should even try

Yesterday seems as though it never existed

Death greets me warm, now I will just say good-bye

Who’s changing? Is it me or others?
From day to day I just come to know that the bridge between us is getting longer and longer …  what changed you? Now, you’ve got the courage to do whatever you wanted to do ….  You don’t even care what ppl think … what will they say …  you’re so strong now …  is it good to be like that? Are you happy with your life now?

It is just that I don’t like the change and I know I have no rights to say anything about this… I understand the gap ….  For me, it is just meant to be like this.

What’s in my mind now?

Ahhh … tido lagi baekkk….

Linc visits Michael; the escape  deadline is tomorrow. Linc needs to arrange a getaway vehicle for 3pm  the  only way to avoid the military jeeps is to be able to see them, so they need to  escape in broad daylight.

A new inmate, Andrew Tyge, sees  Michael and Whistler talking. He recognizes one of them.

Michael asks McGrady  for a watch and binoculars. Michael outlines his escape plan to Whistler; but  first, he needs to get to know the guards better to find out their weaknesses. Whistler’s  cell overlooks the other guard’s tower; Michael asks him to observe him all  day, and gives him one half of the binoculars.

An impatient Susan is looking at a  blueprint of a large building and labeling it with numbered post-its  steps in  a plan?

Sucre is approached by Lechero’s  cousin, Augusto  he had an arrangement with the previous gravedigger to  smuggle things into Sona. He’ll give Sucre $5000 to do this just once. Sucre  agrees.

Whistler finds that there’s a time of  day when there’s a blind spot for the guard for six minutes. Michael has found  that the other guard occasionally adjusts his TV when there’s interference   and he can build a transmitter to help jam his signal.

Tyge is spying; Michael  almost catches him, but not quite. However, Mahone has seen Tyge, and tells him  to mind his own business.

Lincoln and Sofia try to take an  off-road, but it’s a private government road and they’re stopped and bullied by  the police, though Sofia talks them out of any trouble. The officer says he’ll  remember Linc, though.

After having sex with Lechero, Sister  Mary Francis says that Augusto won’t pay for her any more. Lechero won’t pay  either  he won’t pay for sex. She’s desperate and broke, but Lechero’s  offended.

As T-Bag continues to provide Mahone  with drugs, Sammy picks up the package that Sucre has smuggled in. Michael  steals the microwave of a particularly tough inmate. He uses it to finish his  jamming device. It works  but the guard suddenly takes aim at Michael’s cell  and sprays the window with bullets. An alarm blares. Colonel Escamilla and his  men enter the prison  a guard reported seeing a rifle scope, and he’s not  leaving until he finds the rifle.

Sister Mary Francis can’t be found by the  soldiers; T-Bag hides her and promises to keep her safe. He seems to have a  genuine affection for her.

Susan gets a call from General Pad  Man, who is behind her kidnapping and blackmail attempts  and calls her  Gretchen. She’s freelance, but he’ll hold her accountable if their plan goes  wrong.

The monoscope is found in Michael’s  cell. The guard, Hurtado, demands to know why Michael was watching him. Whistler  steps up and says the scope is actually his, and he wasn’t watching the guard,  he was watching birds. He shows the bird book as proof that he’s a birdwatcher.  The General is mollified.

Lechero returns to his cell  to find  that Mary tried to steal $30 from his unguarded cashbox. T-Bag steps up and  claims he gave the money to her and planned to replace it by the end of the  day. Lechero is angry, and roughs T-Bag up, but Mary is out of trouble for now.

Linc buys some supplies at a dive  shop, and then goes with Sofia to the beach, not far from the prison gates,  where he buries four small scuba tanks. A getaway for himself, Michael, Sofia  and Whistler. International waters are 12 miles off the coast. Linc and Sofia  start to trust each other.

Augusto pays Sucre for his delivery   and asks him to make another. Sucre resists, but ultimately gives in.

Michael is locked out of his cell, all  his belongings inside; his plans are ruined. But Mahone has noticed something  else from his own cell  Hurtado has a coffee fix. They and Whistler run into  Tyge  who is sure he knows Whistler. He calls him McFadden and says he was in  Nice, in 1997, with the Ambassador. Whistler insists Tyge’s insane, he’s just a  fisherman. Neither Michael nor Mahone believe him. But Mahone doesn’t care  he  just wants to get out.

hehe …. I was late … again ….  this time I’ve got no reason … just purposely getting extra rest … damn tired weii…

Starting the day with reminding all colleaugues bout boring stuffs (web based training … IDP … bla bla bla) I’m totally sux at this! I always think that I would be happier if I can do a normal job …. so I can concentrate on my own account … don’t bother bout anybody else … don’t have to call others to come back to work during their off days …  don’t have to check on everybody what they know … what they dont understand … what is going on …. arghh!! anyway … life must goes on… I’ve got to do what I’ve got to do ….  it just that sometimes it challenges my credibility … hm… forget bout it!

So I still don’t know where to go for breaking the fast today…
Not many places we can go during weekend in this area … hmm….
Perhaps I should try to go to MMU …. see what they got there!

Sebaik sahaja aku post blog aku yang sebelum ni pasal Rusuhan di Batu Burok tu …. baru aku pasan …. last blog aku adalah pada bulan puasa yang lepas ….. wahhh….  bertemu kembali kita pada tahun ini …. pada bulan yang penuh keberkatan …. complete 1 year dude!

For those who used to read and comment my blog out there …. are you guys still alive???

I dont really have anything to share at this moment except for the stories about chaos at Batu Burok … they were sad stories actually …

Anyway, setakat ni puasa aku selamat .. 4:16PM dah … apa menu to break the fast today …. I don’t know yet!

OK guys … see ya!

(p/s: kalau jumpa kat kedai mamak during lunch time … dont you ever try to make eye contact with me!!!)

There was a blog that is created purposely to record and to publish to the world about what was really happened at Batu Burok on 9th September 2007.

Visit: http://tragedibatuburok.blogspot.com/

Kronologi Insiden di Batu Burok by elizabeth Wong

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Petugas ceramah dirikan pentas

5 petang
Polis arahkan rombak pentas
Polis minta kad pengenalan petugas2 parti

8 malam
FRU masuk dan mula arahkan bersurai

9.30 mlm
Polis arahkan tahan orang ramai yang tidak mahu bersurai di sekitar Stesen ESSO.

9.40 malam
Dato’ Pesuruhjaya dan lain2 penceramah tiba berhampiran Warong Pak Maidin
Keselamatan buka kon yang menghadang jalan ke tapak ceramah di selekoh Warong Pak Maidin

Polis pakaian preman cuba menghalang petugas keselamatan dengan menarik baju.

Salah seorang polis preman keluarkan pistol dan menuju ke arah petugas keselamatan lalu mengugut untuk tangkap petugas keselamatan.

Polis tidak izinkan masuk ke jalan terbabit

10.00 malam
Orang ramai berkumpul di jalan utama di simpang masuk ke Masjid Batu Buruk.

10.30 malam
FRU mula menembak water canon dan gas pemedih mata di kawasan antara ESSO dan Masjid Batu Buruk kira-kira lebih kurang 0.8 km dari tempat pentas didirikan. Tembakan pertama ke arah orang ramai yang berkumpul di jalan ke Masjid Batu Buruk.

Tembakan water canon dan gas pemedih mata berterusan sehingga jam 1.30 pagi. (nota: kononya 40 kanister gas pemedih mata ditembak)

12.00 malam
Salah seorang Polis preman cuba menyelinap masuk dalam kumpulan orang ramai tetapi disedari dan dikenali oleh beberapa orang awam lalu polis tersebut dikejar, dilontar batu sehingga rebah dan keluarkan pistol lalu menembak ke dada Suwandi Abd Ghani (Binjai Rendah) menyebabkan kecedaraan parah.

Seorang lagi terkena percikan daripada beberapa tembakan dan tercedera di leher.

Kedua2nya dikejarkan ke hospital.

1.10 pagi
FRU mula berundur sambil menembak water canon dan gas pemedih mata.
Orang ramai maju ke hadapan sambil menghalau FRU dan polis.

1.30 pagi
FRU dan polis berundur sepenuhnya.
Kerosakan harta awam seperti Lampu Trafik, Pasu Bunga Besar MPKT, Signboard Besar Idris Jusoh, dan membakar kon dan alat penghadang jalan di tengah2 jalanraya dilakukan oleh mereka yang tidak dikenali.Orang ramai terus kekal di jalanraya berhampiran selekoh masijd Batu Buruk dengan mengadakan sekatan jalanraya sehingga berlarutan jam 2.30 pagi, baru bersurai.

Title: Love In A Void - Dark Throne coversong of Siouxie and the Banshees
Siouxie and the Banshees adalah salah satu pure gothic nyer band … wuhuu…
Dapatkan album mereka sekarang!! ‘The Cult is Alive’ concept yang masih sama …
Blackmetal … yeargh!!

Back to my life story …
Hari ni merupakan hari paling bz sepanjang aku bekerja di ACS ni.
masuk-masuk keja dalam 8.15 AM dah terus start meeting/training.
Sampai la pukul 12 lebey … dan dengan ini maka bermulalah operation aku …
Manager aku dah cakap aku dah bleh start operation and layan tiket …
tapi sekali aku check satu satu ticket kat queue aku .. haram!!! satu pun tak reti …
aiyakkkk…..
yang aku reti semua dah takdek … depa ni tinggal ticket payah payah jerk nih …
process pun aku tak sure agi nih …. takpa … pelan pelan kayuh …

*Ting! Tong! Aku merinduimu…..

Click Here to listen to sample of Walk The Path Of Sorrow

Apa kata kita menghayati detik detik ini dengan mengingati saat-saat indah bersama kengkawan …
di tempat kerja lama ….  hari makin hari …  seorang demi seorang hilang membawa diri masing masing mengejar impian dan cita-cita …. tapi sedikit sebanyak pengalaman bersama telah membuka minda kita dan mengajar kita erti kehidupan. Perjalanan kita masih jauh …

Hail Metal … Metal Terus!!!

Title yang menarik isn’t it?  Ni la tajuk Album untuk band yang bernama Dimmu Borgir.

Click Here to see the picture

Aku baru lepas presentation utk Communication Assesment pagi tadi … I’m a few words man .. or should i say, man of action!! heheh …

And today I feel busy coz I’ve a lot to think on the arrangement for the knowledge transfer.
Environment kat sini seolah-olah aku takdek kena-mengena ngan team lain walaupun bawah tower yang sama …. account yang sama … tapi operation-wise … you’re on your own. How to start the operation? How to do the knowledge transfer? Semua ni aku kena manage and arrange sendiri ngan aku punya US counterparts. Manager aku plak cakap .. office hours dia 11PM - 8 AM M’sia Time so pilih sendiri what time yang aku bleh utk meeting ngan dia as long as dalam waktu office hours dia.
Office hrs aku dia tak kira …. huhu …

Mula2 aku ingat nak make things smooth, kita mengalah, datang office midnite time pastu layan meeting and day after datang keja cam biasa or mungkin lewat skit. Tapi fikir2 balik … profesionally aku tak sepatutnya wat camtu. If there’s a problem, better tunjuk dari awal. Supaya lepas2 ni tak jadi issue. Kalau nak mintak buat in night shift temporarily … bahaya!! kang lepas ni direct depa suh keja night shift plak … so better biarkan depa decide dulu sebelum aku buat suicidal suggestion camtuh….  uish byk yang perlu dipertimbangkan …. herm…

Erm …. senak skit kepala berfikir ari nih .. tapi ini yang buat aku syok …. otak aku dah mula di utilize untuk menda menda camni. heheh….

Lagu Background: Kings Of The Carnival Creation - Dimmu Borgir